okay, so before all of this happened i was serviving off the idea that you still loved me, it kept me together through out everything i’d gone through… but now you’re with this guy that i never even knew about, you say that you still love me. but i don’t know how that works? i mean you can feel love for two people, one of them is just a lie, and i don’t know if you’re lying to me so that i feel a little better, or if you’re lying to him because you’re scared of hurting me and want to get over me so that you won’t. i think the last one is a bit far fetched, but it sounds like something you’d do, and its really my only hope right now, and i hate that because it means i’m wishing your happyness away, but at the same time i need to trick myself into beiliving it so that i still have that hope that someday, somehow, you’ll be mine.

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